In this song I talk about my struggle within life, responsibilities, reality, and suicidal thoughts. In this song I describe how I used and some kind of way now about having suicidal thoughts and how I felt like I was meant to be in this life. I talk about when I used to be broke and hopeless and my two best-friends were there through my financial struggle and my personal problems and issues. How working two jobs has been really hard in order to make my dream come true but I feel stuck betweens two walls.